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The M-Word
During my childhood whenever I pictured my future I saw a great man, and a few little kiddos running around playing with the dogs. As I grew up, I saw my sister, then my brother, so many other family members and friends getting pregnant and starting their families. Some way earlier than they had ever… Continue reading
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My Future Next
To the guy who decides to truly try and love me, I appreciate the patience you will have to have to do this. It might be hard at first because of how messed up my trust is and how I second guess everything. If it’s true, I’ll eventually trust your word, please just keep proving… Continue reading
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Acceptance
I’ve been seeing the “truth of life” lately. You really have to accept life at what it really is and what people show themselves to truly be. I’m still personally trying to process the fact people do you dirty and wrong out here but pretend it’s you. Slowly seeing life and people and things as… Continue reading
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You Used Too
Usually you’d be there to hold me through the storm; i had to teach myself again to close my eyes and breathe in & out and that I’m safe. You’d usually be there to hold my hand while out in public, and remind me that it’s just people; I had to teach myself again that… Continue reading
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Healing
It’s only/already been a week and I still just feel so sad. I know I need to get over it and all the other things but like… I lost my best friend. The thought of touching somebody or kissing them or even just laying beside them brings sickness to my stomach.. How does that go… Continue reading
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Year of Pain; Next is Change
I’ve learned you have to choose between a lot of things, one being you over the world. The world has the devil written all over it. It can be in the people you look at, the thoughts you have in your own mind, the evil you fight within the day. Anywhere. In every moment though… Continue reading
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It’s Okay.
I’ve realized that things I used to fight myself against or the things I would double think, is okay. For example, it’s okay to ask for help. In reality we want to take care of ourselves and be independent so we can say that we have absolutely everything because of ourself. Yeah, that’s cool but… Continue reading
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Who are you?
When you’re all alone and trying to escape, where do you run? What do you turn to? Is it alcohol? Weed? Cigarettes? Sleep? Music? Do you call the people you love or do you suffer in silence? Do you lay on the one you’re in love with or do you sleep alone? Do you play… Continue reading
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One Day
One day I just woke up and I was okay again, with no thought nor hesitation. I got up and showered off my first alarm not third. I made coffee and hummed my favorite song. I went through the day and I smiled, laughed, had conversation. I finished the work day up beat and happy.… Continue reading
About Me
Just some girls expressing feelings and thoughts for myself and the people who are afraid to speak out loud for themselves.
I see you. I hear you. I will speak for you.
Words behind the wall 